May30 - Black dog day

Very depressed this Monday. Couldn't get out of bed for the entire day. Was supposed to go to adult kindergarten, but there was no way I could manage. Not even to call and say I wasn't showing. Read just a little bit, but mostly stared at the wall. It would be best to forget about this horrid day. Had a headache still, from Friday.

My boyfriend tried to cheer me up by saying my Ghostbusters tattoo looked nice still, after three years. Crisp red and black, not being blueish. It's not cheering me up. Mention the Ghostbusters when I'm deep down the depression hole and it just gets worse. That's what fandom did to me. Thanks a bunch. A hundred percent bitter I am!